Being Youself is the Best

2007-05-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey.. this week? well, let's see. sukan tara on monday. it was okay i guess. i skip most of the things. i only did lontar peluru, lompat jauh and 100m. hopefully they dont really take action. i dont really care about this things. because i know i wont get marks so who cares? last thing was the pembarisan. poor girls need to march under the rain. it looked fun though. really fun! i wanted to be under the rain. but i'm sure teacher wouldnt let. after that thing me, shu fei, han en, ying yi, de xian and a form 1 girl [ i think ] went to bismillah for food! i ordered a roti canai and a milo ais and it cost me 3.30! stupid bismillah, so expensive. the four them ate 1 roti canai, 1 roti telur, 4 maggi mee goreng, 1 mee goreng, 1 sour sop, 1 milo ais and 1 teh tarik. can u imagine that?girls are scary. so u guys out there dont think that girls only go on diet they eat nothing but salad. so be careful of your pockets ya! went back home and was tired hell. so slept. the next day i felt very dizzy. my whole body was burning hot. my eyes felt like as if it's burning. i was having fever. i slept most of the time so the next day i was okay already. but the next day came the soar throat. it was terrible. everything tasted weird. i did not have appetite for anything. well, went to school on thursday. not suppose to talk but u know me. i talk a lot. can never shut my mouth. haha... and at night i had flu! great! haha... u know i'm being sarcastic. well, until now still having flu and still suffering. today our class did pra jualan. again under the hot sun. i was selling ais cream. gosh it didnt work. it melted very fast. but hey, better than nothing. that's all.. busy today. i'll update soon!

courtesy and manners

2007-04-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

Courtesy and manners. It's really driving me up the wall. At a lot of times you walk pass by someone and accidently hit someone or step on someone's foot, do you at least say sorry? Well, not to be proud of myself or what but I do. But there are many people who doesnt do so. It really annoys me. Isn't this suppose to be manners that we learn from out Moral classes or to Muslims from their Agama classes? Why dont we practice it our daily lives instead of just pretending that we know all about it and score A in it? Also in fast food restaurants. It's self service right? So arent you suppose to pack it up after you're done with your put and throw it into the trash? Even if you dont, at least pack it up put ison on the tray so that the waitress on duty wont have do so much work later. It doesnt even harm you at all.Yeah of course they are paid to do work but dont you feel happy that you have helped someone in a day? Doesnt it put a smile on your face? Helping others in other words means helping yourself. So love yourself! love those around you! and God loves you too!

2007-04-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

about my life this week? all i can say is it sucks! urgh! so much work to do. folios are adding up, so much work to do! urgh! stupid malaysian education ministry. why dont they stop folios because how many trees are being cut down every year just because of folios itself? dont they realise they are only contributing to the raise of the earth's heat? why cant they just ask us to do it on the computer and burn it to a cd and then hand it up to teachers. it is a lot easier right? sure i know that some people dont have computers at home but maybe they can provide some computers in the school library? obviously it has to be controlled so that students to chat on MSN or what. i really wanted to write this matter to the Star newspaper but guess what? i didnt because i was too busy finishing up my folio. urgh! i'm really starting to get really pissed by all this work load. feel like kicking people only!

pictures that i wanted to post last week

my 14th birthday present from 12 of my girl friends

my 13th birthday present from Mei Lyn!

my toys!

wink wink! me and shi yun !

hush puppies! lol

my jahitan! lol.. so proud of it i need to post on my blog..

2007-04-14T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody! How have you guys [ or girls ] have been doing? I hope everything is going on great for all of you and everyone around you. On Monday after I came home to school I decided to change all my tuition classes so it's all rescheduled. Yeah baby! Then I wouldnt have my ass packed at Mr Gerald's on Friday. Finally!!! [ a sigh of relieved ] Today I went to eat Bah Kut Teh with my daddy, uncle and aunty. Then I went to Cynthia's to do my sewing. Suppose to hand it in on Friday by then I will hand it in on Monday. Well, so Cynthia's mom helped me sew with the sewing machine and I had to do the stitching myself. Boy it took my forever. But well,I had fun.. Lol.. Hate the fact that I will have to do Teras next week. With Pn Tan! huhuhuhuhu.. I want PN TRINA!!! [ Pn Trina, I hope you see this and give me more marks on my jahitan.. Lol! ] I'll post my heat pad's picture later. Well, continuation about friendship. I think that we as teenagers should stop acting like little kids of the age of 7 or 8. I could still remember how we used to say ' You friends her and I wont friend with you'. And though we may not say this words anymore but we still act like that. How we may influence other friends that someone isnt good and we should stay away from them. I admit that I've done that many times before and I have to say that I am sincerely very very very sorry if I've done it to you. I finally come to my mind and think that if you have any negative opinions about someone else, keep it to yourself. Dont go around telling your friends how he or she may be bad in whatever ways. To all my friends out there, I love you all lots! And I'm not posting this for the sake of posting this, it comes from the heart. I'll post the pictures next week because there's something wrong with me photobucket. hahaha! Start rocking you guys [ and girls ]

Friends are treasures that is far more valueable than goal and diamond

2007-04-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to blog about FRIENDS!

Today, April 7th 2007 [ now is already past midnight though so I dont know whether to consider as in still today or not ] I was flipping through a book about handcrafts that I bought in US. And I thought of the birthday card my friend, Jennifer made for me for my 12th birthday. Immediately I went upstairs to my room and started digging for the box that I put all my precious stuff inside. So I looked at the card. It wasn't really special, but it means a lot to me. Even though we may not talk now but I hope we can still be friends. Also in the box are many other things that I have. Many many chinese new year cards that I received from year 2005 and 2006 [ I wasnt in Malaysia during this year's chinese new year so I didnt get any, sadness!!! ] And also there are present wrappers of the presents that my friends gave me for my 13th and 14th birthday. And then I closed the box and look at my rat nest room [ you'll definetly faint if you see my room and I'm serious! ] There are bears and all type of stuffs. Those things means a lot to me. Though it may be petty petty things and may mean nothing to others but it means a lot to me. Those things may not be expensive or pretty but it's the thought that counts. Also those are memories of the past and I would like to tressure it for eternity. Memories that I wish I have a pensive just like Albus Dumbledore in the story Harry Potter [ let's not talk about how he died in the Order or Phoneix shall we? ] I still remember last year at about September I have been a real pain in the ass [ don't get me wrong, I'm not being rude here ] I will not tell what happened because it's a bit private and personal but I didn't treat Cynthia right [ no we're not together and we're definetly not lesbians ] I was quite angry and very upset about her that I could cry everytime I think about it [ at that time ] and she thought that anybody else on Earth is better than me. But during about the end of November, we sort of patch things up [ again we're not lesbians! ] But after a week or two I realise that things did not change. And I was quite angry and upset again. One night I realise that maybe God purposely made her that way. To tell me that everyone is different and some things just can't be changed and I have to get used to it and take is as a training. There will be many other people that be surrounded by and you cant just change them for your own's sake. So after I came back from US, Cynthia as I said still was the same old her. But instead of getting angry, I just keep asking her to sit down. Haha! I learned to accept Cynthia the way that she is and I won't do anything to change her. If there's a reason for her to change is for God to change her. I do not know what bible verse it is but I remember that it goes something like this ' Love your neighbours as much as you love yourself'. So love your friends! Trust me, they are the most valueable things on Earth or shall I say universe? It's anytime more valueable that pure gold and diamonds. If you can find even a handful of true friends, you are very lucky! Love our friends and treassure shall we??? And also I want to wish Ophelia Ong Su Ching a very happy 15th birthday! May God bless you! Rock on girl!

Today is leng lui Chingy's birthday! Wish her happy birthday okay???

Jennifer's birthday on the 12th. Btw, dont know where to find her picture so curi from Irene so got Irene in that picture also. By the way, Jennifer is on the left!

Yokey Ping's birthday on the 13th! Happy birthday in advance!! Careful of your leg alright?

My Kan Sha kor kor's birthday on the 15th. Happy birthday in advance!
Also Hee Mong's birthday on the 15th but I dont know where to get his picture.

Happy birthday ya'll!

2007-04-06T10:18:00.000-07:00

hey everybody! this is going to be a quick post as i dont have much time left. no i'm not going to die soon [ hopefully ]. about this week... hmm... everything is PERFECT! except obviously school, teachers and definetly homeworks and folios waiting to be done by mua! ok, on saturday went chin foot tze to visit my grandparents [ daddy's parents ]. then went to eat at a shop called Sweet Beans. delicious is all i can say. on sunday went to nilai memorial park to visit my grandma [ mommy's mom ]. then went to sungai wang and saw my cousin brother leroy! too bad he didnt see me! hahahaha... then went to uncle's house to sleep. and then had dinner with uncle's family and grandpa. started crapping with my cousin sister may shin who's exactly a month younger than me [ i'm pround that i am a month older.. lol ]. on monday had ceramah about dadah again. BORING! what more can i say?? then they had drama competition in the hall and they used our class as changing room and the whole 3K need to climb up to 4K. tiring let me tell u! then i really go check shien yee's bag. nothing to see so boring! then got tuition at ts kua in the afternoon. got to see chow shen and guess what? got bitten by ants! my legs was itchy for 4 long days. on tues got asiah .. as usual lots of work to do. next week test again. she wants us to pay for new books again. that's the only thing i dont like about her. on wednesday wed went to library with cynthia. chow shen was there too... then went back to school and chat with shu fei and ong elaine. shien yee wanted to kill me cause i was skipping red house practice again. i promised i'll go next week so i guess i really have to go before she say i'm not her little sista anymore! scary man! on thursday what happened eh? cant remember.. lol... today is good friday so no school. well, at least for convent, la salle, mgs and acs. to those of other schools... sorry le. had gerald in the evening. was laughing like mad. what can i say, mr gerald always say things that will make us think senget. sometimes he purposely does that but sometimes it's just our hamsap minds. lol... and today online lo! chatted with chee kiat, grayson, jennifer and mua sexy mama winnie weng soon! haha... so happy! u guys have a great day.

here's some pictures of my nephew when he's 7 weeks old

baby Laynce in his new jacket! ain't he just the cutest?!

girlfriend and Laynce .. lol kidding!

' i am so happy that i have a great aunt like Larissa!' lol.. i'm so bhb

'how may i help u?'

my mommy and nephew Laynce

'aint i cute? say i'm cute le!'

2007-03-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hey... i'll post about this week. there's nothing much which happened this week. only on wednesday went to the library to check on the stuff that i need for my sejarah folio. before that me and tia walked to one of the shops at the indian street. as we was crossing the road and we almost got knock down by a Transnasional bus. i didnt see it coming and when i saw it, it was pretty near. i shouted 'holy cow, cynthia run!' well, after all that we went to the indian shop to have lunch. since both of us only have RM6, we ordered a mee goreng and teh ais. as we sat there's this cute malay guy who walked in. we was pretending to be looking at the television when actually we are looking at him. he some how just reminds me of my cousin brother leroy. then 3 girls came in and sat with him. me and tia was like ' oooh! no wonder la'. and we was laughing laughing as we eat. then we went to the library to check on the sejarah stuff. photostated some stuff and planned to skip our volleyball practice. it was almost 2.30 until we decided to go for volleyball practice. then i went out at four pm. and saw my daddy's car so i ran out of the school. and then i saw my daddy, eldest sister [ loreena] and eldest brother in law [ michael] walking down the bridge. also my sister was carrying her camera so i knew for sure that i have to go in the school again. so i went to canteen to catch up with shobha and cynthia. we was walking up and down i decided to put my name for red house practice. i ended up beating shien yee's butt with the feather duster. haha! on thursday saw zlwin and andy. oh also on monday and friday. kakaka... he's in love in convent's nasi lemak i guess. he didnt have anything pink with him though. haha! yesterday after dinner went to crystal house for the party! yes yes! was the i guess u can consider the first one to reach because mei lyn went to crystal's house with crystal after gerald. then tsing wey came and we played mahjung! hahahaha... then everybody else came. cynthia went to watch death note 2 right away. haha! she didnt even know that we was talking to her. geram! then we had our supper. crystal's parents bought us satay! yum yum! but cynthia didnt eat until later. i accompany her as she eat. u cant believe how many sticks she ate [ of course satay, not sticks] she ate 15 CUCUK OF SATAYs! haha.. then we talk talk talk while the rest watching DBSK thing. then i went back home. today woke up at 9.30am. then went for cheng meng at chin foot tze at 2.00 pm. i guess that's all. i missed YE today. hopefully next week can go la. hehe. see ya'll!

2007-03-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody! It's been a week since I last blogged! Hehe, what happened throughout the week? Monday had Science for 3 hours at T.S Kua. Tusesday got demo of dogs searching for drugs. George and Oscar. Tuesday got Asiah. Pn Asiah gave lots of notes and gave lots of work. On Wednesday the bomba guys came. Polluted the whole entire Klang by doing demo. Had volleyball, after volleyball got red house practice. They had the demo again and the smoke is terrible. I wanted to go up to the canteen cause the wind does not blow to that direction. On the way up the stairs I was pulling my shirt over my nose and guess what ? I vomitted in my shirt. I repeat IN MY SHIRT! Stupid bomba people, pollute the whole school. Then I skipped red house practice. I lazy want to wait until 5.30 I called my dad so that I can go home. On Thursday what happened arh? I can't remember. All I know is I had pizza hut for lunch I was very full and had dinner at 10.45pm. On Friday had ceramah by the Prostar people. One word, Boring! I'm sure we going to get long lecture by Pn Lee and Pn Selvi on Monday. Friday went to Gerald, was great as usual. And today! Yes baby I'm excited to talk about today. Cause today I went to Grace Hall for Friendship day! Went to have lunch at Seri Melur Jaya at Bukit Tinggi and went back to Taman Gembira to go to Cynthia's house and then went to Taman Chi Liung to Grace Church. Wow! Anyway, went to Kin Sun restaurant. Some guy who looked very familiar asked me if I'm Larissa and what form I am in. In my heart I was thinking, how many Larissas do you know? Like in the entire Klang, I may the only Larissa or out of 2 or 3. Haha, Yes I love my name! Anyway, I went to the restaurant with cynthia, Playing with Cynthia, had fun laughing and all. Oh she taught me Mathematics cause it's an headache to me. Haha... After that went to YE. Had fun worshiping God and Jesus. Then had fun listening to experiences of Desmond and Kwang Yew [ hopefully I spelled you names correctly ] Funny la. Haha... Then played games. The four gay guys... Lol, kidding la! We was suppose to partner two but that four guys was out of their minds. One of them even fell flat. But they was entirely fun. To wrap up everything, Friendship day was great! YE was great! Got to meet up with Zlwin! Got a bible from him also. haha... after YE went to the Kin Sun for a drink. Michelle Teh and Cynthia was laughing, me, Abel, Andrew and Simon was practically very blur. Today Shi Yun never go. Oh yeah! Got to meet with Janielle! And the rest! Great people! Love you guys! God bless you guys!

Larissa signing off

2007-03-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone! [ kakaka, how I usually start my post ] This whole week was school holiday! Went to Klang Mahikari Center every morning from Monday to Wednesday. On Thursday didn't go to Center and woke up at 11am. Kakaka... But on Thursday miracle happened. I cleaned the house! I washed my school shoes and school bag at first and I dirty the toilet which I did not clean since I came back. So I washed the toilet. After I finally finish washing the toilet, I stood out of the toilet and find the floor very dirty [ got sand and a lot of dog furs since my dog live in the house ] so I took the mop and start moping the floor. Even after moping the floor, I still find that there's still lots of furs. So I took the vacuum cleaner and started vacuuming the entire house. So tiring ! I was sweating like hell. And finally the Streamyx guy came to fix the Internet on that day. So that evening I talked to Mom on the internet and I told her about me cleaning the house. Also I reminded her not to tell every aunty that I do not even wash a cup. She started laughing and said that it shows that I'm a big girl already. In my mind I was thinking, ' now only you know that I'm a big girl arh???'. On Friday I went to KL on the bike. Went to Time Square and bought a Jay Chou poster. Then went to KLCC and went to Kinokuniya to read the Rainbow Boys [ yes! the gay book by Alex Sanchez and loving it! ] Today I went to Cynthia's house at 12.10pm. Then went to YE by her Uncle Michael at Grace's Church. Before that we went the the Kim Sun Restaurant to eat Char Siew Pao and Teh Ais! Then Abel came and talk talk talk. Haha, what we talk about is secret. Not long after that, Shi Yun came and we talk talk talk. Then went into the church and saw Yoke Ping and hugged her as if I haven't seen her in like 10 years. Then was introduced to Joyce and other people. Had fun worshipping and laughing. Kakaka... Had fun worshipping with the FGA [ Fu Gua Apple, haha, Kidding. That's not the right one. I don't know what FGA stands for. Maybe it doesn't even stand for anything ] Terry's voice was great! Isaac's guitar skills are spanking! So is Rachel and the rest. Haha... Then there's a pastor [ I think ] named Jeoffrey who's a great singer and told us about stories. Had fun listening and understanding what he was trying to tell us. Then Jasper [ I think ] introduced new comer and he thought I was Chua Wei Ping [ whoever that is ] and also he had trouble pronouncing my name Le-ris-sa though it's spelled as Larissa. Then he cut it short to Larry and then he said I am Larry's [ the YE President ] friend. After YE whole bunch went to Kim Sun to have a drink. Weng Soon [ I think that's how his name is spelled ] was suppose to treat us but we was too pai seh and we paid ourselves. Shi Yun and Yoke Ping. Then Cynthia, Abel, Andrew and Michelle left. Left me, Shirlynn, Lynnette, LiLian, Evelyn, Winnie and another girl. Soon, the girls left too. So I sat with Winnie and some two other guys I do not know. After that I went back to Grace Church with the others. At 6.30pm, finally Dad came and we went to my aunt's house. Have dinner with them. Watched Angeline play her RPG and I was bored to death. Haha! Dad, Uncle and Andy was watching MU dont know against who. And MU won! And just came home! Haha.. that's all..

My new hair style! [ not exactly new by the time I post this! haha! ]

Pose 1

Pose 2
Pose 3 - The one eye monster

Larissa signing off

2007-03-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so totally crazy this few days. What to do? I've gone too high already. I am quite happy with what I have in life, especially those whom I love. My family, best friends and friends. They are my life. Without them I don't think I am what I am now. Nothing to frown for. No, I don't live a life of a princess. Neither do I live a life like a beggar or something [ of course! ] but most importantly, I love my family, best friends and friends. Kakaka.. anyway, on Sunday went to Kuala Lumpur Sho Dojo! Yes, Thanksgiving. Meet up with all my friends. Kan Sha, Zhi Sung, Ken Wei, Ker Chi and all. Haha! And not to mention Sayaka! Kakaka, she thought she grew taller but haha, don't know la. Anyway, before I went I camwhore a bit. Kakaka. Here's some pictures! Actually took these pictures to show Mom. You know what? Maybe some other time. My photobucket isn't functioning that well. Haha! Well, today I really ki siao already. Become washer lady. That's all for now. Cynthia, I not as free as you to update alright! Chiaoz

2007-03-03T20:53:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody! I just came back on Thursday. And Malaysia is a terribly hot country! I have to take my bath 3 times everyday now. And I have no means of bragging or what so ever. But I feel that it's just really hot. And yeah, everyone told me that I've got fatter and chubby-er. Not that it's not true. Anyway, I went to school on Friday. Woke up at 6am. Took my bath, ate a bit of breakfast and went to school. Reached there at about 6.45am. Was Santa Claus, gave my girls necklaces and bookmarks. Cynthia finally came, then we went downstairs to the basketball court for CF meeting/ prayers. Then went into class. En Haris was the first period, Mathematics. I guess he's a nice guy. Next was En Salleh, who's rather funny though he aged already. And haha, he actually remembers my two older sisters. The rest of the day was rather fun. Most of the girls was groaning with dissatisfaction of their results gained from the monthly examinations. And I was the only girl in class who's jolly-ing around. Haha.. I was 'wee wang wang' and 'inky pinky poinky' all the time. Haha! On Saturday, went to Klang Center for Tuning in for Geishisha. Then went to have lunch. After lunch, me and dad walked to the Telok Gadong train station to go to Petaling station. There, uncle picked us up to another uncle's house to visit Grandpa. Got back Mom's phone and went to Megamall. Walk walk walk. Then went back home and did the laundry and wash my shoes. After that I went to bed and fell asleep. That's all for now. Watch for more updates. Chiaoz people!

Hey Dudettes!

2007-02-28T12:31:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone! Larissa's here! Where am I and what am I doing at 4.30am you may ask. Well, I'm at Singapore Changi Airport. Going to fly back to Malaysia in about 2 hours or so. I got no idea what time is my flight! In the past 29 hours I've been up on air and in airports. On the way home to Sweet Home Malaysia. Haha... Yeah right? Sweet home? Well, It's exactly bitter either. It was the place which I was made and borned. Till the me that I am now. Let me tell you, flying 10,000 miles across the world ain't all that fun you know? I can't sleep as my neck and back aches[ don't call me old lady, it's just that I have crooked backbone alright! ]. I didn't eat much because the food serve was practically not edible. Okay, that's not exactly true but I hardly had anything. Yes, call me fussy and not appriciative. Also, it's sad that throughout this journey, I can't seem to stop thinking about Mom. This is the first time that I will be apart from her for so long. The longest was actually about a month and through that month, I cried a lot. Well, I was 10. This time I will be away from her for 2 1/2 months. And she's alone there. Not exactly alone but just not with Dad. Never really notice how much my Mom loves my Dad until the past 29 hours. And no doubt, I love Mom! I love everyone at home though I always storm out of the room getting pissed off by them. Haha, true confession of a not exactly a broken hard and definetly not a drama queen. Just made me realise how much my family mean to me all of a sudden. And my best friends too! Shi Yun, Cynthia, Mei Lyn, Luvena and Shobha. Friends whom I'm close to and care about such as Crystal, Jacklyn, Dixon, and Shien Yee. Dont know how am I going to live without you guys. Anyway, what I did most of the time in the air plane is reading story books; some story book which seem like a diary to a girl named Georgial Nicholson. And Meg Cabot's The Princess Diariess. This is actually the first time I read the Princess Diaries' book. I watched the movie but never really read the book. Wanted to read the gay book by Alex Sanchez. Haha.. you girls should read. That's all for now. I'll see you guys soon!

Larissa signing off

Hello everybody!

2007-02-25T22:19:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody! Hope everything's going well for all of you. As for my best friends and friends who goes to school at Convent Klang, good luck in your monthly exams! Gambate kudasai! So happy that I missed that exam! I hate exams! Who ever created such things called examinations anyway?! Got to dig up his grave.. Lol, kidding! I'm not that bad. But no doubt that I'm a lousy student! What happened yesterday was I went to Half Price Book Store. Something's weird happened with the climate! Yesterday's weather was only one word to discribe ' WOW!'. The wind was very strong! If I were 80lbs [ How I wish! But also too light, like skeleton only. Better not wish for that to happen ] I will be blown off my the wind. And after some time, the sky went brown! At Half Price Bookstore, I bought a book about making scrapbooks. A Meg Cabot book and some diary of a Europian girl. And also 6 bookmarks. I've decided to give 1 to my pet sister, Shien Yee and another one to my class monitor, Szu Mei for all the helped that she has given me throughout this holiday. Then me and my parents walked in Stonebriar Mall. I saw a lot of people. Many people was pushing a stroller with babies inside. And also I see many teenagers my age having fun with their friends at the mall. Sometimes I don't understand what the hell is wrong with my parents? I can't even go out with my girlfriends? Ish *very pissed off expression on my face*.
Today I woke up at 10 something. You must be wondering why so early? Or rather so late.. hehe.. Well, you're reading Larissa's blog. Be ready to read the things that you're about to read. Anyway, I went to the Kirim Court to have dim sum. Waited for more than half an hour just to wait for a table for 8! Had a great lunch with family. Had fun laughing, food is great! Nothing much about today. Just freaking tired. My backbone is still killing me. Why the heck do I have this bloody crooked backbone. Making me have backache 24/7 all my life! Ish, yeah, not appriciating what I have but it's killing me. I need a massage! But nobody is going to pay for it. I'm busy right now. Bye everybody.

Larissa signing off

2007-02-23T20:38:00.000-08:00

Hey everybody! It's Saturday for Malaysians and I hope you guys had fun during the holidays. And also, for my Convent girls, I know that you guys are going to have monthly examination on Monday. You girls, good luck! All the best! I'll be going home on Tuesday morning [ Tuesday evening Malaysian time ] and will be reaching on Thursday morning Malaysian time. I've got it all planned out. After I reach home and take my bath, I'll head to school and buy exercise book and pay school fees. Of course I'm going to meet my precious girlfriends in school and probably squeezed to death by Cynthia. Then I'll head to town to get a new pair of school shoes and get some work books and stationeries. On Friday start my first day as a Form 3 student! Kind of excited and scared at the same time. But hey, I have to go through it. Probably become Santa Clause that day, give Cynthia her belated birthday present and for my girlfriends; Shobha, Mei Lyn, Luvena, Crystal and Shi Yun got necklaces. Friday go Mr. Gerald, Monday go T.S. Kua, and Tuesday go Pn Asiah, and Wednesday got volleyball. Way to go, got it all planned out. First time in my life that my life is so organized. Also at the same time I'll be busy copying notes and homeworks from my friends. So I will be very busy for at least a month I think. That is if I'm lucky. But I actually can't wait. I have to study hard, for I-pod Nano's sake!

Feelings today?! Im actually quite emotional lately. But the one people in my life that can make me cry is those whom I love. So any people who I dont care tries to discriminate me and call me names, too bad I don't give a damn! Love me for who I am. I am happy the way I am. If there's any way that I can change to a better, I'll do it but if you want to change me to suit you? Too bad it ain't going to happen. That's me. And I really want to know who that 'someone' is who left a few tags on Robyn's blog. Cause she/he seems like a person who's nice and would be a really good friend. And I really want to know more friends. It's just how the Earth revolves to me. That's all for now. Can't wait to go home and meet my friends. But actually kind of sad to leave here as well as my family is here, I'm going to miss my Mom, Sisters, Brother, Brothers-in-law, Nephew, Bruno and Maxx. [ Maxx maybe not so much ] but at least I'll be going home to finally see Bessy again! Boy I miss her so much! I love you baby.

Larissa signing off

it's a crazy day

2007-02-22T22:58:00.000-08:00

Today I had to wake up at 9+, thanks to my Dad. Say want to go out. Ish, hate to go out la. I slept at 3.15 yesterday night. And when I woke up it's freaking cold in the room. So I went to wash up and get dressed. Took off the tag on my new I Love Rock and Roll jacket. Today is my Mom's birthday so I wished her Happy Birthday and kissed her cheeks. I cant remember the last time I kiss my mum. Probably 2005's December. Haha, I'm a bad daughter. Then I went upstairs and took the card and perfume and gave it to mum. Went out with that jacket on, it was a pretty hot day. It was 65 degrees F. Then went to Best Buy and Radio Shack. Saw the I-pod cover, Aiks, wish I got I-pod or I-pod nano. Well, my sisters promise me if I get 7 A's, I can get a I-pod. But I dont think I want a I-pod. I-pod Nano cuter, and I want either black, silver or blue. Green is okay but pink?! No way man.. Then went back home, took my bath and went to have lunch at First BBQ Restaurant with my family. Went there on my brother's Celica. Man it was hot that time! The striking sun. Then went to Pedetrician's office so that they can check on my nephew, Laynce. Great news, he's 7lbs and 2 ozs now. He gained weight! Then went to Costco. Was walking around, so bored. Got nothing to buy. After that went to Ross, also got nothing to buy. Except one thing, something like a jacket but it's short sleeved. Roxy brand but I didnt ask my sister if she could buy it for me because it was $16.99. Expense le... Then went home. Watched a bit of American Idol. Then had dinner with family, had salmon. And a couple of hours after that, sang Happy Birthday song to Mom with a Chocolate Cake. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I LOVE YOU! and happy belated birthday to Chow Shen which is yesterday, February 21st but 2 days ago for Malaysian time. That's all...

Larissa signing off

2007-02-21T20:26:00.000-08:00

hey ya'll! how are you guys doing ? bet chinese new year is great. as for me here, there's no difference whether or not it's chinese new year here. got no celebration.. sigh! but ang paos are great [ in USD woh! ] but only got 2. but that's more than enough for me. i'm really into american idol. i've never watched any of the last 5 seasons but hey! season 6 is great! hmm.. i like blake lewis and jared cotter[ somehow he just reminds me of ravin, cause he sort of looks like him to me ] and he sang the song back at one by brian mcknight was really great. but, you know me.. i'm not really a good singer or listener. but no doubt that i love music. havent watch the girls one. i'll watch it later after i post this. wanna know what i did today?! i went shopping! it's been a long time since i really shopped. i think probably the last time i shop was when i was 6 years old for chinese new year. i know i'm damn sua ku but bahahaha... shopping is great. didnt really get much stuff. i was feeling uncomfortable as i didnt want to spend my sister's money. she already paid for my food and shelter throughout this 4 months that i've been here. okay, let's see what i got for myself: a black Billabong tube, a black jacket writting ' I Love Rock and Roll ', a DKNY T-shirt and a brown tube dress that can also be worn as a skirt. Love it! and for my friends; actually my best friends; Shi Yun, Mei Lyn, Luvena, Shobha and Crystal i bought them necklaces. you guys must be wondering why Cynthia's name not that. she is my best friend but i already got her a birthday present which is ' cencored '. you guys must also be wondering why cencored. cause aside from my sister and brother in law, and of course myself, nobody knows what i got for Cynthia. also i got a card for Ravin. havent wrote anything in it yet though. and mum's birthday is tomorrow. got her a small perfume which of course was paid by my sister. hahahaha... hope that cynthia will change my blogskin faster la ha. that's all for today. you guys have a great new year. those who got gamble with lots and lots of money ah! bye

2007-02-19T12:18:00.002-08:00

hey everybody. i know, my blog sucks. but hey, what have i got to do?! i tried changing my blogskin but it just wouldn't allow me to do it. urgh!!! getting quite pissed actually. anyway, today is the 1st day of chinese new year, but to you guys in Malaysia, it's already the second day and you guys must have gotten a lot of ang paos already. On the day before Chinese New Year which is the 17th of February, I made pineapple tarts in the afternoon and after dinner, I made Queen CupCakes. Not to say praise myself but I think it taste rather good. Now today that is already February 18th, I have another 9 days to go before I head home back to Malaysia. No matter how much I wished to be home, I actually want to stay here. I know, if I were to stay here, I will have to study also but hey! Maybe it would be fun [ or possibly worse ] but hey.. this world is filled with possibilities. Ang paos that I've received and only ones I received is from my parents, eldest sister&brother-in-law and second sister&brother-in-law. Quite a lot of money I would say. My nephew is already 10 days old today and he seems to be doing real fine. The next time I'll be seeing him, he will be about 8 months old already. I know I'm just opening my mouth and saying this [ or perhaps spreading my fingers and typing this ] but I really need to study for PMR big time. Still, I am freaking lazy to do so. Not to mention my backache is getting worse each day. Stupid crooked backbone of mine, making me suffer. I need a massage, a long good massage!!! Help me!

Feelings?! I really want to go home and see my friends finally. Can't wait to see Cynthia's reaction when she sees her birthday present [ or perhaps belated birthday present ]. I think she's going to love it but I'm not going to tell anybody what it is... it's a surprise!!! Muahaha... Other feelings? Dont know but I have this strange feeling inside me that I do not want to say Hi to my buddy, Ravin when I see him. Probably after I've been a bad buddy and called him beef jerky. I dont think he'll forgive me for that. And for sure I wont want to be anywhere near that Choi May. I know, I'm bad but I just dont want to see her. She just gets into my nerves just about all the time. I really do care about Ravin but dont know why I got this strange feeling inside me. My other complicated feelings is why does the guy I like likes somebody else while the guy that I dont like likes me ? Why is life like that. It sucks la